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Thursday, May 19, 2011

knife

You touched my life
with a softness in the night
my wish was your command
until you ran
out of love
I tell my self I'm free
got the chance of
living just for me
no need to hurry home
now that you're gone
CHORUS
Knife
cuts like a knife
how will I ever heal
I'm so deeply wounded
[ Find more Lyrics on http://mp3lyrics.org/bEg ]
knife
cuts like a knife
you cut away the
heart of my life
When I pretend wear a smile
to fool my dearest friends
I wonder if they know
it's just a show
I'm on a stage day and night
I go through my charades
but how can I disguise
what's in my eyes
(Repeat CHORUS)
Oh oh oh oh oh ...
I've try and try locking up
the pain I feel inside
the pain of wanting you
wanting you

everything i do now is wrong .

hurm . I'll be waitin 4 u . because u i remember all your words with me . Hoping u will be back . waitin 4 u




Ku tak pernah merasa
Gundah di hatiku, ketika denganmu
Saat kau, kau belai rambutku
Kau temani aku, kau basuh lukaku

Kini semua berlalu
Karena engkau tak memilihku
Salahkah aku mencintaimu
Walau ku tahu ku tak di hatimu
Egokah aku memilikimu
Walau ku tahu kau tak memilihku
Ku harap Tuhan cabut nyawamu
Agar tak ada yang milikimu
Sadarkah kini ku tak rela
Imanku telah sirna
Mimpiku tak nyata
Kini semua berlalu
Karena engkau tak memilihku
Salahkah aku mencintaimu
Walau ku tahu ku tak di hatimu
Egokah aku memilikimu
Walau ku tahu kau tak memilihku
Ku harap Tuhan cabut nyawamu
Agar tak ada yang milikimu
Ku harap Tuhan cabut nyawamu
Agar tak ada yang milikimu

thanks .

"aq keliru der..
nk pilih spe jd partner idup aq.."
I dont know what id id wrong in my relationship . Hurm . at forst . he says . that he do not care about our long distance . but now . hurm . for the person that had come into ammar life now . i salute u . n hope u t\both could be happy .
from : the girls that really love you n want you to be happy

Saturday, May 7, 2011

a lesson for me .

" When ALLAH gave you a chance to choose a right person for you .
choose the one that love you .
not the one you love .
or the one had lied to you before .
because if he had lie at u once .
he could lie to you again . "


p/s : i love u papa . n i will allways love you  papa .

Friday, May 6, 2011

thnks papa

"papa ta dpt bhagiakan ma"


thanks ckp cm ue pa ! thanks ! da lahhh . it the end !

i just know the truth , n its suck

THANKS FOR TELLING THE TRUTH . But i really hurt with what u had told . thanks . i'm really upset today . thanks a lot muhammad khairool ikqwan . hope u happy now . hurm .





p/s : i'm crying while writing this :(

papa . u r perfect !!

Heheh . My papa is perfect . eventhough i'm not perfcect for him . Heheh . Smalam ekkk . Topik kmy . Nera . Fasha Sandha . N Nora danish . Rahsia ekk kmy sembang sal ape . Huuuu . But gdo laa . Haha . tpy kejap je owt . heeee . But . I really love u papa . The more we fight . The more i love u . !

Kenangan 4 Setia 4 our practical teacher

Hehe . Its our mid year . N sorang cikgu practical akan pergi meninggalkan kmh . Kmy pgil dea . Cikgu senyum sal bile dea mngajar dea senyum jea . hehe . nii aa pix2 yg smpat dtangkap time farewell party tuuu

hope u happy now !


chomey ta bebear tuuu ?

senyummmm !

the whole class of 4setia


smile !!!

pose cpattt .


monster !!!

a whole story

Papa ,

        You are the most precious things i ever had in my life . I know I had been such a jerk for this few days . Maybe I'm not perfect for you . But I know . U are a Perfect Match for me . :) Your laugh , Your smile , Your talk ha=d really changed my whole life . Thanks papa . But , eventhough I already had such a perfect person in front of my eyes . . i still couldnt appreciate him . haha .I'm being mad at him for such a little thing . He's reallyy one in a million man . For Marisa Azhar . Thanks for being with elfy . I f not Ammar will not PM me at fb n told the truth . N thank you for dumping him . hope you are happy rite now .

Monday, May 2, 2011

waaa . smalam gdo sme papa .

smalam kitorang gdo tau tak . sumenye sal my papa tengking at i . ape lgy . (maklumlah i nii manje . taley kne mara skit ponn) . Hahah . Majuk punye majuk . ta angkat fon . Papa un kol smpai 14 kaly i ta angkat . hehe . pas ue . toot2 . Bunyi mcj smpai . tau ta isi kandungn mcj ue ape ?


Kalo ase pa ney ta perfect..
tgal je pa..
pa trase gle tau..
bukan pa tanak blajar kt penang..
tp pa nak study tmpat sme..
bole transfer krdit..
untuk kbaikan mse dpan..
tpy kalo ma na duk hostel thun dpan ..
xpelaa ...
hurm ..
pa tau ma na bjaya..
pa un na ma study smpai u..tpy jgn ckp pa je na bjaye,,,
serius pa na bjaye..
n kalo ma ase pa truk lyn ma..
papa time je
coz papa ta perfect..
ma bole tgalkan pa
wlaupun berat bgy pa nak lpaskan ma .
coz .
ilysm .
t8 cre darl

ape lgy . mncurah air mta aq . haaa . after that ade g stu mcj my papa anta . jup2


mama .
papa mtak maaf .
pa sedar yg pa slalu mnyakitkan aty mama..
jgn suh pa tgal mama . i love u so0 much .
n i need you most than anyone else . 
mama kalo syg papa . jwb la col pa.

hehe . my papa tau na pjuk i cena . after that kmy gyot for three hours mcm biase . hehe


p/s : hbungn kmy nii manje sgt

Tuesday, April 19, 2011

friendship never end .

Hahah . its okay laa . ta kesa un . ape un i still being his best friend . hoping u happy with her boyyy ! hehe . smile ! :) u had explain everything to me . now i pham daa . peace ~ wink2 . sala i .




p/s : i'm smiling while writing this .

eiiii . skeyt t gile babi !

cheater ! u hide your relationship from me n admit that you have a complicated relationship . shit ! hate it . hope u happy with your gf . tana twu cte u . Slamatkan dry u sndry dlu . i tanak kumen pe2 . i engat kita bff . but u uat ceni .

extra rajinn todayy

aq asyik lyn orgg je rinie . (papa jgn mara) . mcm2 cte aq dgar . dry yg bole uat rhsia smpai laa cite yg sia2 . haha . aq happy . so aq kna laa bgy everyone happy gak . haha . dear2 . its oke if u dont want to befriends with me . i'm happy if u happy now .

Oke . i want to tell a little bit abut my self .

Oke ,
This is me .
A really typical girl .
Hahah .
Sometimes could be hillarious .
n sumtime could be really secretive with you .
haha .
n my special person in my life
jeng2 .
u will know about it .
wait n see


actually .
trigin na jdy model .
but jady model ta declaire at qb jela .
heheh


Its ammar .
my love of my life .
hehe .
he had a same taste with me okee .
luv u papa


this is my love to0 .
hehe .
name : luqman hakim .
cute isnt it ?

this is my sister .
sofianyza azyze .
but she's gone .
hurm .
imy sys .
:(

ayangg .
thats what i call her .
she's cute but a really short girl
haha . love you guys

niee plakk .
eyqa .
dak hott lam geng kamy .
hahha .
cute kannn ?
bff tauu .

nii pulakk .
niena .
ta pena g aq gdoe trok2 nan ea .
but its oke laa .
friends is friends

khairool ikqwan .
he's my inspiration .
hahaha .,
thanks boyyy


paan nabil .,
cute ta ?
haha .
like chinese en muke ea
haha .
luv to hangout with him .
ngee ~

diniy .
the only cute girl that i met .
she look like a sweet girl .
but she's not .
=P
 
 
my love sys .
yana .
hehe .
mish you dear .



p/s : i love this guy . but i love ammar riddha the most

sofianiza azyze where r u ?

Why ea tade ? where is she ? hurm . Sampai aty u tgal i sofea . :( i'm so0 sad with you . :( . smalam bru jea u ckp ite will be sister , hoping u will be my sister . hurmm . where r u dear ? i buad sala at u kea ? dear .  :(


p/s : trust me i'm crying while writing this sofea

Mc for me ! yayyy !

huuu . got mc for two days . my sygs is gonna take his result today . go sygs ! hee . last nyte . i had a really terrible fight with my sygs . usually we will fight n argue for just 5 minit . but last nyte . we had a fight for 10 minutes . taht is so terrible ryte ! uwaa . but . the more i fight with him the more i love him ! hehe . luv u lahh sygs . dun u ever dare to leave me okayy !

damn ! i love this song !

Stereo love


When you're gonna stop breaking my heart
I don't wanna be another one
Paying for the things I never done
Don't let go,
Don't let go
To my love.

Can I get to your soul?
Can you get to my thought?
Can we promise we won't let go?
All the things that I need
All the things that you need
You can make it feel so real.

Cuz you can't deny
You've blown my mind
When I touch your body
I feel I'm loosing control
Cuz you can't deny
You've blown my mind
When I see you baby
I just don't wanna let go.

I hate to see you cry
Your smile is a beautiful lie
I hate to see you cry
My love is dying inside

I can fix all those lies
Oh baby, baby I run, but I'm running to you
You won't see me cry, I'm hiding inside
My heart is in pain but I'm smiling for you

Can I get to your soul?
Can you get to my thought?
Can we promise we won't let go?
All the things that I need
All the things that you need
You can make it feel so real.

Cuz you can't deny
You've blown my mind
When I touch your body
I feel I'm loosing control
Cuz you can't deny
You've blown my mind
When I see you baby
I just don't wanna let go.

When you're gonna stop breaking my heart
Don't let go,
Don't let go
To my love.

I hate to see you cry, your smile is a beautiful lie

I hate to see you cry, my love is dying inside(x3)

I can fix all those lies
Oh baby, baby I run, but I'm running to you
You won't see me cry, I'm hiding inside
My heart is in pain but I'm smiling for you
Oh baby I've tried to make the things right,
I need you more than air when I'm not with you,
Please don't ask me why, just kiss me this time
My only dream is about you and I

: ergh . had a fever .

Had a fever . Mata lebam . dushhhh . Tell my papa . Dea post at blog . ahhh . so sweet . i'm really happy with my life ryte now . hope cuold be happy likke this for the rest of my life . it's all because ammar ridha . my sweet sweet sweet papa . heheh . papa . iloveyouu lahhh . soryy mara2 rinie . yela . da na jeles . na buad cena . ngeee

Monday, April 18, 2011

anak sayaa nan ammar


Chomey ta ?
its our son .
heheh
tgo laa
senyuman ea .
mata ea . hidung ea .
cm spe ?
cm syu kea ?
or cam ammar ?

its his first day . jup na ltak pix agy .

alaa . ea senyum comel kann

i love you more than anything dearr .

sofianiza azyze


She is such a sweet n cute girl .
but she s staying to0 far .
I could only meet her this july .
However .
Nice to knoe you girl .
Hope could knoe u more better !


p/s : really had a great chattin wif you . :)

Saturday, April 16, 2011

when a bitch talk !

:spender mak bapak beli nak tunjuk cinta telebey..lawak betul.. klu skola wat cara skola yer adik2...xley blah aku baca status..
 hate with this man . i didnt even mess up up with him even a single shit ! why he has to make my life miserable huh ! serius ! i hate u damnfucking much ! shit ! 

Thursday, April 14, 2011

Iloveyouupapa !


Papa2!
Mama epy ngt papa hadir lam idup mama twu ?
papa2!
Mama suke ngt bile papa pujuk mama .
that's why mama slalu majupp .
:)
Papa2 .
Mama na ucap tenkiuu sal da uat mama brubah
kearah yg more better for our future .
Papa2 .
jga mama tau !
Papa2
papa mara mama rie ue .
mama ta sgaja .
and since that day .
mama tkodd ngt lau papa t tgal mama .
Papa2 .
Mama mintak papa jgn tgal mama eyh .
:(
Mama syg ngt2 at papa .
Papa2 .
I Love you twukk !
Papa2 !
Thanks hadir lam idup mama .
Papa yg tbaek mama penah dapat .
Mama harap .
Mama dpt jdy yg halal buat papa .
N mama harap .
mama dapat seidup sematy nan papa !
Mama Sumpah .
Mama takkan tinggal papa .
Walau ape pun jady papa !



gdoe nan my sygs

U said that u dont want to fight with me anymore . But here we go again . Now he's calling me . But I didnt pick up because i am crying bcause of u honeyyy ,


p/s : please trust me that i'm crying while writing this . :(

Sunday, April 10, 2011

: yeahh . Allhamdulillah

HEHE . Lucky for me . Damn . i had broke my phone . hee . But thanks to joe ! HEEE . He had gave me a modelling job ! Love it ! Thanks joe ! I wont forget you ! And I successfully taken by a damn nice guy . Syah ammar ridha . 9/4/2011 . Today laa ! heee . I love him so damnfuckingmuch . Hope he know that . He is such a nice boy . love you boyyy . hope no one could separate us ryte now .

p/s: easy come easy go

Saturday, April 9, 2011

: back to DECEMBER

I’m so glad you made time to see me
How’s life, tell me how’s your family?
I
haven’t seen them in a while
You’ve been good, busier then ever
We small talk, work and
the weather
Your guard is up and I know why

Cause the last time you saw me
Is still burned in the back of your mind
You gave me roses and I left them there to die

So this is me swallowing my pride,
Standing in front of you saying I’m sorry for that
night,
And I go back to December all the time
Turns out freedom ain’t nothing but missing you,
Wishing that I realized what I had when you were mine
I’d go back to December, turn around and make it all right
I go back to December all the time

These days I haven’t been sleeping
Staying up playing back myself leaving,
When your birthday passed and I didn’t call
And I think about summer, all the beautiful times
I watched you laughing from the passenger side
Realized that I loved you in the fall
Then the cold came, the dark days when fear crept into my mind
You gave me all your love and all I gave you was goodbye

So this is me swallowing my pride,
Standing in front of you saying I’m sorry for that night
And I go back to December all the time
Turns out freedom ain’t nothing but missing you,
Wishing that I realized what I had when you were mine
I’d go back to December turn around and change my own mind
I go back to December all the time

I miss your tan skin, your sweet smile, so good to me, so right,
And how you held me in your arms that September night,
The first time you ever saw me cry
Maybe this is wishful thinking,
Probably mindless
dreaming
If we loved again I swear I’d love you right

I’d go back in time and change it but I can’t
So if the chain is on your door, I understand

But this is me swallowing my pride,
Standing in front of you saying I’m sorry for that night,
And I go back to December
Turns out freedom ain’t nothing but missing you,
Wishing that I realized what I had when you were mine
I’d go back to December turn around and make it alright
I’d go back to December turn around and change my own mind
I go back to December all the time

Sunday, April 3, 2011

:) bila syu menjady gilaaa

WOW . My relationship is almost a month with him . hurm . But we are not like before . I'm hoping that we could chill up like before . But i'm thaking to G0d that we still love each other . I don;t care . He the only want i need . I'm hoping that God will show what the best 4 me n him . I want the best for all of us . hahah . But it;s oke . All i want s to enjoy .

Sunday, March 13, 2011

Hikayat Cinta

Te quiro . It's mean i need your love baby . I really need it ! But . Not all we want we will get it . Sometimes. It will come . But it will go away from you just  like tat . So . Just follow this tips . Choose the person that love u . Not the per son u love . Because u will be touched by how the person that really love u tret u. N insyaallah . U will love him/her too . Trus me . But if keep on choosng th person u love . It will not stay for a really long time . trust me . I know . Hahaha . So . Keep on your life . And chill being yourself . Do Not trust on any man .

Saturday, March 12, 2011

huuu .

haha .
saya bukan budakk hot .
ngeee .
been taken by Diniy nazirl
at 1 March 2011 .
Hurmm .
A really mean girl .
AND
a damnfucking badperson and girl
but sweet .
Sometimes could be really emotional .
bUt Sometimes could be really mad ,
Ngeee .
So .
Today .
I had hangout with my bestie . My sygs .
My sygs .
And my sygs .
Hahaha
Ilysdfm sygs !
luv me k !


Sunday, February 27, 2011

I'm alone .

Do miss me ?
no u not .
hurm .
i mish u hunn .
when will u test me ?
haishhh .
u r smiling while i am crying .
haishh .
i dont know how to let go my feelings away .
i just want to be yours .
hoping to be yours .
i'll try to chilll myself .
just want u to know .
i'm really luv u sayangs .
I bet enough u cant find luv like this .
i'll never feel this way towards any other men .
but it came to you .
how long i'll kept this .
am i dreaming to get tou in my life .
or its a reality that just to0 good to be true .

Tuesday, February 22, 2011

It's me .

Hye . I'm syu . Yup . I f u ever heard bout a damn fucking bad girl name syu . That's me . . yup . I know I'm a bad damn bad person . But no need to judge me because of my outfit . It's up to me lahh if i want to wear like a chinese or what . Everyone is not perfect . So u have ro right to judge me ~  Yes . Maybe i'm kind of ego . But i'm happy to be myself . N 4 u'r information i dont like a people that look like actress or actor . That like to make drama around . Pretend to be sumone else . Pls leave my page if u is a nice girl .

Monday, February 21, 2011

huuu . girls on the dance floor

Girls on the dancefloor...
Girls on the dancefloor...
Girls on the dancefloor...

I... I.I.I... I... I... I see you chillin' by the bar (bar)
Why don't you grab yer girls and come here with a star?
Yup, up in VIP... drinks on me
Swag on tight with a gangsta lead
Everybody knows just who I are

Girl, you know what it is?
Follow me to da floor
You can bring a couple of friends
They can drink a lil' mo
(They can drink a lil' mo)
They can drink a lil' mo
(They can drink a lil' mo)
They can drink a lil' mo
(They can drink a lil' mo)
Oh, you don't hear me tho?
Oh, you don't hear me tho?
They can drink a lil' mo

If ya lookin' for me, I'm with da... (girls on the dancefloor)
How easy to see I'm with da... (girls on the dancefloor)
You know I love it when I'm with da... (girls on the dancefloor)
That's why this one's for da... (girls on the dancefloor)

Hey, girls... you know about the stereotypes?

I take a shot of Petron
Two shots and it's on
Three shots four shots five shots... oh shit, I think I'm gone
You see that girl walkin by?
She gimme them bedroom eyes
Later on I'm a take that home and smack that bedroom thighs

Girl, you know what it is?
Follow me to da floor
You can bring yer friends
They can bring a couple mo
(They can bring a couple mo)
They can bring a couple mo
(They can bring a couple mo)
They can bring a couple mo
(They can bring a couple mo)
Oh, you don't hear me tho?
(Oh, you don't hear me tho?)
They can bring a couple mo

If ya lookin' for me, I'm with da... (girls on the dancefloor)
How easy to see I'm with da... (girls on the dancefloor)
You know I love it when I'm with da... (girls on the dancefloor)
That's why this one's for da... (girls on the dancefloor)

All mah girls hit the dancefloor
I'm a get you drunk and make you lose control
Gotta arch your back, swing your hair
Just like that, I don't care
After here, I'm 'bout to take you home (take your home)

Yo... Sip a lil'Henn and I'm good to go
Girls and good fellas, so remarkable
When crock hits tho I'm out da door

So, get your ass on the floor
(Get your ass on the floor)
So get your ass on the floor
(Get your ass on the floor)
So get your ass on the floor
(Get your ass on the floor)
Oh, you don't hear me tho?
(Oh, you don't hear me tho?)

If ya lookin' for me, I'm with da... (girls on the dancefloor)
How easy to see I'm with da... (girls on the dancefloor)
You know I love it when I'm with da... (girls on the dancefloor)
That's why this one's for da... (girls on the dancefloor)

hurmmm

Sunyi la plakk menyingelkan diry nehh .
haishh .
what i need is .
a kind man next to me .
some one truly understand .
ho totreat a girl .
that's why i need .
ngee .
sabar jelaa .
i'm happy alone .
;(

petron tequila ! (at least it could make me enjoy)

Let's go!
Hey!
What's happenin'?
What you drinkin' tonight girl?
Drinkin' tonight with me!
Put your drinks up!

-Chorus [Aria] (Lil’ jon)-
Hey girl
Where's your drink?
We goin’ all get real drunk tonight
Hey girl
I got bud we can all get fucked up tonight (get fucked up tonight)
By the end of the night
Imma have you drunk and throwing up (hey!)
By the end of the night
Imma have you so fucked up! (have you so fucked up)

-Verse [Chelsea] (Lil’ Jon)-
They said what you drinkin’? (what you drinkin’?)
Let me buy you a couple of rounds
And I said what you thinkin'? (yeah!)
I ain't the type of girl to get down
But I can party wit cha (uh huh)
And bring my girls aside (uh huh)
Tell the bartender bring the ice
And let ‘em know I'm on Patron

-Chorus {Aria, with ad libs by [Chelsea]} (Lil’ Jon)-
I'm on Patron, Tequila
I'm drunk on Margarita [on Margaritas]
That Patron, Tequila [that Patron]
Me and my mamacita (yeah!) [me and my mamacita]
Hey girl (hey girl)
Where's your drink?
We goin’ all get real drunk tonight (get real drunk tonight) [real drunk tonight]
Hey girl
I got bud we can all get fucked up tonight (get fucked up tonight) [yeah]
By the end of the night
Imma have you drunk and throwing up (hey!) [throwing up]
By the end of the night [oohh]
Imma have you so fucked up! (so fucked up!)

-Verse [Lauren] (Lil’ Jon)-
And now the parted heated
'Cuz I got a hot girl in the club
I'm feelin' so conceited (yeah!)
'Cuz everybody is giving me love (uh, uh)
But hold up, wait a minute (uh huh)
'Cuz my cup is going empty
I need someone to refill me
I'm trynna to get drunk (me too)

-Chorus {Aria, with ad libs by [Lauren]} (Lil’ Jon)-
I'm on Patron, Tequila [yeah, yeah]
I'm drunk on Margarita
That Patron, Tequila [yeah, yeah]
Me and my mamacita
Hey girl (hey girl)
Where's your drink?
We goin’ all get real drunk tonight (get real drunk tonight)
Hey girl
I got bud we can all get fucked up tonight (get fucked up tonight) [yeah]
By the end of the night
Imma have you drunk and throwing up (hey!) [throwing up]
By the end of the night
Imma have you so fucked up! (so fucked up!)

-Bridge {Aria, (Lil’ Jon)} [Chelsea and Lauren]-
Who wanna get fucked up? [I do, I do]
Who wanna get fucked up? [I do, I do]
Who wanna get drunk? (me) [me]
Who wanna get drunk? (I’m already drunk) [me]
Who wanna get fucked up? (haha) [I do, I do]
Who wanna get fucked up?(I ain’t stopping them) [I do, I do]
Who wanna get drunk? [me]
Who wanna get drunk? (let’s have another one)

-Chorus {Aria, (Lil’ Jon)} [Chelsea and Lauren]-
I'm on Patron, Tequila
I'm drunk on Margarita
That Patron, Tequila [yeah, yeah]
Me and my mamacita (put your drinks up!)
Hey girl (hey girl)
Where's your drink?
We goin’ all get real drunk tonight
Hey girl
I got bud we can all get fucked up tonight
By the end of the night [repeating Aria]
Imma have you drunk and throwing up [repeating Aria]
By the end of the night [repeating Aria]
Imma have you so fucked up! [Imma have you so fucked up!]

-[Lil’ Jon]-
Put your drinks up!
Put your drinks up!
Put your drinks up!
Put your drinks up!

-[Aria]-
I'm on Patron, Tequila
I'm drunk on Margarita
That Patron, Tequila
Me and my mamacita

Yyayyy .

at last .
i got work at streetsquay .
uhuu .
my dream do comes true .
n thank god that he willl be the person that he really love .
=)
i always pray 4 u .
it's my life n it's only me now .
hoping u will be happy with her k .
=)

Sunday, February 20, 2011

perfect nightmare .

Sometimes we fight
Sometimes I cry
Why don't I
Just tell him goodbye
Sometimes I should
But sometimes I don't
Build up the strength to
Say that it's wrong
Sometimes I hate
Sometimes I love
Sometimes I hurt
Sometimes I don't
Sometimes I wait
For him to change
But it's okay
I've disguised the pain
And I don't ever wanna leave him alone
They say i'm brainwashed but i'm in love
With this man
Yeah

Keep telling myself that it's not worth it

I already know I don't deserve it
But if it's from you I don't mind hurting
This is my perfect nightmare
So when will I wake up and scream
No way (x7)
But if it's from you I don't mind hurting
This is my perfect nightmare
Perfect nightmare

Sometimes I keep my cool

Sometimes I let him know
Sometimes I even pack my bags to walk out the door
Sometimes I feel safe
Sometimes I really don't
Sometimes I promise that i'm ready to let him go
But I don't ever wanna leave him alone
They say i'm brainwashed but i'm in love
With this man

[ From: http://www.metrolyrics.com/perfect-nightmare-lyrics-shontelle.html ]

Ohh ohhh

Keep telling myself that it's not worth it

I already know I don't deserve it
But if it's from you I don't mind hurting
This is my perfect nightmare
So when will I wake up and scream
No way (x7)
But if it's from you I don't mind hurting
This is my perfect nightmare
Perfect nightmare

Hoping he's changing

But i'm scared he's not
Can't see a way to leave
Help me open my eyes

Keep telling myself that it's not worth it

I already know I don't deserve it
But if it's from you I don't mind hurting
This is my perfect nightmare
Perfect

Keep telling myself that it's not worth it

I already know I don't deserve it
But if it's from you I don't mind hurting
This is my perfect nightmare
So when will I wake up and scream
No way (x7)
But if it's from you I don't mind hurting
This is my perfect nightmare
Perfect nightmare
No way (x7)
But if it's from you I don't mind hurting
This is my perfect nightmare
Perfect nightmare
Perfect nightmare

Friday, January 7, 2011

Sumthing bout me .

uke .
sumthing bout me .
I'm a typical person .
nerd plus burokk .
haha .
n then .
sweet sixteen 4 2011 .
ha .
n i'm not ready yet to get in love .
I guess .
bcause .
haha
u know it !
n 4 my new year .
i wish .
i could found sumone thats really know .
i love him .
n sincere with him .
n ta anggap i budak2 .
n 4 me .
i want try to chill myself .
lalal~
-.-
hahaha

It's a new beginning .

Uke .
I'll admit that i love sumone rite now .
We know each other since 2 Januari 2010 .
But our relationship is not official yet .
I don't know why .
Maybe because .
He doesn't love me yet .
But .
I only know one think .
That i'm sincere woth him .
N i already started to l0ve him .
We didnt spent time with each other yet .
I did'nt ready yet .
I guess .
hahah .
but .
I LOVE U SAYANGS .
It was a starnge feeling .
but .
I'm uke if he doesnt love me rite now .
like malays said .
Tak kenal maka ta cinta
But I only know one thing .
Ikhlas plus sincere .
n this is him .


BABY cOME Back
The rain falls on my windows
And the coldness runs through my soul
And the rain falls, oh the rain falls
I don’t want to be alone
I wish that I could photoshop on
Our bad memories
Because the flashbacks, oh the flashbacks
Won’t leave me alone
If you come back to me
I’ll be all that you need
Baby, come back to me
Let me make up for what happened in the past
Chorus
(Come back)
Baby come back to me (Come back)
I’ll be everything you need (Come back)
Baby come back to me (Come back)
Boy you’re one in a million (Come back)
Baby come back to me (Come back)
I’ll be everything you need (Come back)
Baby come back to me (Come back)
You’re one in a million
(You’re one in a million)
Memories I have of Manhattan
She goes shopping for new clothes
And she buys this, and she buys that
Just leave her alone
I wish that he would listen to her
Side of the story
It isn’t that bad, it isn’t that bad
And she’s wiser for it now
I admit I cheated (admit I cheated )
Don’t know why I did it (why I did it)
But I do regret it (do regret it)
Nothing I can do or say can change the past
Chorus
(Come back)
Baby come back to me (Come back)
I’ll be everything you need (Come back)
Baby come back to me (Come back)
Boy you’re one in a million (Come back)
Baby come back to me (Come back)
I’ll be everything you need (Come back)
Baby come back to me (Come back)
You’re one in a million
(You’re one in a million)
Everything I ever did
Heaven knows I’m sorry but
I was too young to see
You were always there for me
And my curiosity
Got the better half of me
Baby take it easy on me
Anything from A to Z
Tell me what you want to be
I open my heart to be
You are more priority
Can’t you see you punished me
More than enough already
Baby take it easy on me
Baby take it easy on me
Baby come back to me
Baby come back to me
Chorus
(Come back)
Baby come back to me (Come back)
I’ll be everything you need (Come back)
Baby come back to me (Come back)
Boy you’re one in a million (Come back)
Baby come back to me (Come back)
I’ll be everything you need (Come back)
Baby come back to me (Come back)
You’re one in a million
(You’re one in a million)
(Come back)
Baby come back to me (Come back)
I’ll be everything you need (Come back)
Baby come back to me (Come back)
Boy you’re one in a million (Come back)
Baby come back to me (Come back)
I’ll be everything you need (Come back)
Baby come back to me (Come back)
You’re one in a million
(One in a million)

It's 2011 .






When it cames to a new year .
they said .
  • I had to forget bout the past .
  • But I'm sure enough .
  • I cant forget bout it .
  • Hey .
  • It's hurt to been played by sum0ne that i love .
  • n I will just accept the truth .
  • That i'm is a typical girl .
  • with a simple life .
  • N when it cames to love
  • It will be like a phobia 4 me .
  • I don't know why .
  • Hurm .
  • Maybe .
  • I'm to y0ung to accept all this .
  • L0ve .
  • patient .
  • So
  • 4 this year I wIll be focusing 4 my SPM .